time well wasted

so...
procrastination proved more successful tonight than was originally intended. well, i suppose procrastination is never intentional, is it? i take it back.
still no eloquently written history paper to check off the list.
i still question to how easily things seem to pile up without warning.

being an adult is tough stuff. its no wonder they all seemed so dull to me as a child.

i can, however, take credit for some musings... to which a piano accompaniment fits quite nicely, if i do say so myself. i just might share...

"i dont know why, but i feel alive today
there's something different in the air
the hope in me is there
i don't know why, but it feels like i'm okay
i can look and now i see
completely differently

maybe its you, maybe its me
maybe its finding out where i'm supposed to be
maybe its time, maybe its right
maybe its love that i am gonna find
just maybe"

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to hear the rest... you must be special. really special. and even then, certain rules and regulations apply. :)

idea: bedtime.

today i am thankful for my friends, my education, the daffodils that Jesus planted along the roadside just for me, and a love for music.

sleep sweet big, big world.