two more sleeps...

... and then i get to see my best friends and be in the beautiful mountains of Arkansas again. :)

These days the sun is shining brighter and the Memphis humidity brings with it the need for anti-frizz hair creme and a new [zebra striped] swimsuit. I don't care what people say... Screw Christmas- THIS is the most wonderful time of the year!

I am enjoying what feels like the calm before the storm. It's been made clear that things are once again about to change, decisions have to be made, and once more I'm questioning God for wisdom and direction. Isn't that the never-ending story of my life. "Where am I supposed to be? What am I supposed to be doing? Is this right? Is that right? God, are you listening?" Yeah. Seems like every six months we have this same one-sided conversation.

Moving to Memphis in December was right. It has been a good thing, but it seems like just as I've gotten settled and I have peace in my heart, a foundation log has slipped out from underneath me and things are about to start faltering. I know this means I have to find my own way now. But if I'm destined to be a tumbleweed, I'd prefer to know the direction of the wind. And if I'm meant to be rooted, I'd like a prettier garden. Ocean views would be preferable, God.

Oh, and I had totally forgotten what sin consciousness was, until we went to church this morning. Apparently God doesn't like sinners?? Ha.

Too much thinking.

I wrote a song for my Serena Joy tonight. I like it. :) I want to record, damnit.

I'm thankful for this beautiful weekend, great beer, and amazing friends. I'm thankful that my Jesus loves me beyond measure, and that His heart is full of wonderful thoughts for me. Thankful that He is making my way straight and guiding my ever-questioning heart.
I'm thankful for sleep.

*yawn*