if only

tonight...

i want to cuddle. i want to be held. i want to be warm.
i want a him to be here.


*to the one i've never known*

if only you knew me
if only you cared
if only you thought of me
if only you'd be there
whenever i needed you
or whenever i cried
if you told me the truth
when everyone else lied

if only you could be here
instead of far away
if only you could hold me
every night when i'm afraid
if only you could hear me
if only you could feel
if only you would answer
if only you were real...


*****

tonight i'm thankful for... a very hopeful future? or some nonsense like that.
and for snow. snow makes the frigid temperatures slightly more tolerable.
its pretty at least.

:)