I'm a fairy godmother!

I couldn't be happier for my person - my best friend and her wonderful husband, the Lawlers! They welcomed their precious baby girl, Kennedy Lynn into the world four days ago! 

She is going to be the luckiest little girl in the world. Not only are her parents so full of love and generosity, but her grandparents are going to spoil her sweet. And of course, she has an aunt/godmother Rae who is going to love her unconditionally, take way too many pictures of her (when I get the chance), and make sure her life is filled with happiness and girly musicals at every single birthday. I can't express how happy I am to know the Lawler family, and how blessed I feel to be forever tied to them through this precious angel. 

I have such love for you, sweet baby Lawler. And I can't wait to see you grow up into the beautiful princess you are. 

Dear Baby Lawler

Congratulations, my dear Lawler family. All my love, 

Rae. <3

Dreaming

I really want to be miles away from this little office. 
Don't get me wrong, I love my job, and my little office, and I'm really very happy here. 


But every cell in my body would rather be hundreds of miles away behind a lens, clicking away and capturing life. I want to take pictures that move people. Pictures that stir up dreams in others, pictures that generate a desire for action. Not just happy pictures, or sad pictures. Just... life. I want to capture life. Untamed, unorganized life.


I want to be here:

and here:

or even here!

I'm happy in my little office. But I'm needing a strong dose of real life, outside these four walls.


For now, I'm thankful to be learning, studying, and getting better with my little camera.

Ukulele!

My new favorite toy arrived yesterday!! So I did what I feel most confident in - I wrote a song. I know the quality sucks. And I know my playing sucks, too. But in my defense, I've been playing ukulele for a total of 24 hours and considering that this instrument is NOTHING like a guitar, I think my 24 hours isn't a bad start. 

I am happy. Really. :)

5 simple steps to happiness...

1. Click the link below.
2. Pick out your favorite Scentsy warmer & smell'ums.
3. Purchase said warmer and smell'ums.
4. Wait for UPS man to deliver your happy goodness.
5. Bask in the glory of a delicious smelling home or office.

:)
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Call me irresponsible...

But my Frank Sinatra station on Pandora is seriously the best ever.

passion

creeps in once again...

This time in the form of a Nikon D5100. I'm an absolute amateur - but I love it. Everything about photography is exciting me right now. And I'm running out of friends to model.

But I do have beautiful friends, so it's a good place to start. After all, "never despise the day of small beginnings." :)

This is Mallory, my little brother's delightful girlfriend.

Below is Jillian, my lifelong friend. She is such a happy part of my life.


These are pictures of my soon-to-be-goddaughter! I spent New Years with my best friend, Mrs. Tristan Lawler and her lovely husband. San Antonio is beautiful! And so is she!


I can't wait to meet her!


I've been taking pictures of absolutely everything around me. These are a few I liked. :)

That's it for now. I can't wait to see what this year holds - and I can't wait to capture it all.

Also, I'm going to learn to play the ukulele.

Tonight, I'm thankful for friends, music, and passion that gives way to hope.

I'm stealing

these thoughts from my best friend Tristan Jewel Lawler. Talented beyond reason, she is a writer, dancer, Scentsy consultant, avid reader, knitter, expert on all things male-related, wine connoisseur in training, and I'm not even scratching the surface...
Her poetry is unique, and this one she wrote a while ago just touches my heartstrings. So tonight, these are the words on my heart (although she technically wrote them- I know she won't mind if I share.)

My beloved

I want to know you

I want to feel how I’m going to feel

When I know you love me too

When we decide to make a life together

I want you to know that all I want is to make you happy

From how we wake up together

To how we raise our beautiful children

We will make it

I know when we say our vows that they will be forever

Find me

I’m ready for you to be a part of my life

Get to know me

And love me for my faults

Love me for my family

Let me become a part of your family

Kiss me goodnight

And I will take care of you every moment

Choose me

I promise it will be worth it

We will know each other

and respect one another

I can’t wait to grow with you

Lets figure this out

Until we fall in love,

Yours,

Rae

(Via Mrs Lawler)

I figured since she has her beloved now, she won't mind sharing this wish.
Tonight I'm thankful for the rain, despite that its coming with a lot more hail than necessary. I'd better get ready for the storm. I'm also thankful for Jesus loving me as much as He does. I'm thankful for Serena Joy. <3 And so much more!


Bye ya'al!